Whoa! Haven't updated in a long time! I don't really think anyone ever reads this anyways but I'm bored so I really don't care. Ok, so... I have too many projects and little or no motivation. I just can't get myself to do anything. I also can't eat.... I didn't know it was true that A LOT of stress can ACTUALLY do that to you. I thought it was all a lie and stuff. But I physically can't eat at all.... its very sad. I have too much to think about, too. Gosh, I hate being confused but I guess its something I can't help. I'm always confused about something. But I'm trying my best to figure out what I am doing wrong and to fix it. I want everything to be right. I'm so tired. But I can't really go to sleep. I just want to stay awake. But then I can't wake-up in the morning. Hair........ ahhh! Hair is a big part of my life. My hair, and even the hair on other people's heads. Yes, don't say anything because I'm not all here right now. Yes, I know I'm talking about hair. But I do have a very good reason for that. And I'm not under the influence of anything like alcohol or drugs. I'm just sleepy. Ok, well, I'm too tired to go on. I'm going to sleep. I don't want my hair cut. Goodnight everyone. bye |